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"I mean I haven't actually done art and design yet, and I haven't travelled but you could do it."Like the 250 others who work here, she receives £33 per week Food and uniforms are free.Kathleen is always smiling She has shining eyes. It said I was shy.''A year later, she moved to Saint Hill to work full time for the cult She had finally found a place in which she seemed to fit "They were helping people I wanted to take the challenge on and lots of opportunities. "There used to be somebody giving out leaflets on the street and I saw one of them and it said: `We only use 10 per cent of our mental potential.' They were Scientologists I sent it off and I got the book I then went in to the office for a personality test There's a graph and it tells you parts you need to improve. I wanted to do more in life." She came across Scientology by accident. The friends eventually went their different ways and Kathleen went to Chichester, where she found work as a sales assistant in a shoe shop."In the shoe shop, I was doing the same thing - day in, day out," Kathleen says "I wasn't happy with the job.

We rented a room in a house."It was Lorna's boyfriend, Stephen, who later tried to remove her Briefly, the three of them had shared a house. "I tried to get along with her - but everything I did she would criticise We had this big piano I tried to learn. All she said was: `You're doing it all wrong.' " Her father, a bricklayer, had left home when she was 11 "She used to control everything - the clothes, everything Even my money But everybody has to have something."I didn't want to argue I told her I would move I went when I was 19 I went with my friend, Lorna I packed a suitcase and went to Bognor Regis. I'm not brainwashed."Her main anger is reserved for her mother, who appeared at the trial, much to Kathleen's annoyance.